nhbsakakude | Aishiteru ...

Title: Aishiteru
Pairings: Yama hints ( Sakurai Sho/Ohno Satoshi )
Rating: PG
Length: One-shot
Genre: Angst, songfic
Warning: Death?

Where are you?
Let me hear your voice
Even if my wish isn’t heard
I’ll keep screaming I love you…

Jun slammed the glass he had been drinking down and gritted his teeth. He closed his eyes and lowered his head, body shaking with anger as well as sadness. A second later he stood up fast and unleashed all his anger through his fist, at the wall behind him. The pain he felt was nothing compared to the pain in his heart. He sobbed through gritted teeth and kept banging the wall with both fists, stronger at first before it became half-hearted.

Hey, can you hear?
My voice, my song?
My tears may not fall
But my whole body is crying

With a loud choked moan, Jun turned around and leaned heavily against the wall, his arms by his side, limped. He let his head fall back with a thud and slowly slide down to sit on the floor. Curling up, he rested his head between his knees and wrapped his arms around his legs. He could still hear the despair sobs nearby ringing loudly in his ears.

‘Why did this happen…’

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The day we met, in my eyes
You were shaped like love

Nino faltered in his steps as he near the door. Carefully, he pushed the already opened door wider. The quiet cries he heard grew louder as he peek it. He watched as the small body hunched over the table shook violently under repressed the sobs.

I don’t care if my chest is shredded
And my heart is ripped out
I want to hold you
I want to touch your hair, your fingers, your cheeks
your eyelashes, your lips one last time
Because my hands were surely made
Only to hold you

Nino closed his eyes and slowly moved back, closing the door once more with a soft click. He took a step back and turned around to rest against the door. He raised his left hand to wipe his tears away harshly, lips trembling. He so much wanted to do something but he knows there’s nothing he can do. All he can do was stand outside the door and listened to the wretched cries coming out of the room behind him.

‘Damn it… DAMN IT!’

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Hey, even if you
lost your colour and become a dream
I won’t forget you, can’t erase you
you’re carved into my whole body

Aiba let the tears trailed down his cheeks, no bothering to wipe it off. He sat on the floor, the magazines he threw in his anger, strewn around him messily. He listened to the sobs filling the silent room he was in, as more tears fell.

The day we became one
I followed your lips
as they formed the words “I love you”

Raising both his hands, he covered his face as he whimpered. Eventually, he let out a loud scream and punched the floor with all his might. He kept screaming out his pain, sadness and regret out till his voice became hoarse. The tears that kept running down caused his visions to blur.

‘Why….’

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I don’t care if my dreams are shredded and my love is taken away
I want to hold you
I want to take back your broken smile and lips I can’t touch
and warm them
I’ll catch you when you fall
Forever beautiful

Sho observed the man in front of him as he entered the dressing room. The way the man’s fragile shoulders shook brought sadness and pain to his heart. He approached the table slowly, as to not frighten or surprised the man. Gently he enclosed the man in his arms and rests his head against his. Closing his eyes, he tightened the grip and he let out soft murmurs of reassurance.

I want to hold you just one more time
and say “I love you” and “I love you”
I want to touch your hair, your fingers, your cheeks
your eyelashes, your lips one last time
because my hands were surely made
only to hold you

Ohno could only clench his fists tighter when he felt the sudden warmth surrounding him. The gentle pressure he felt on his head was so familiar. A gesture he always received whenever he was feeling down. He opened his eyes when he felt a gentle kiss on his left cheeks and quickly spun around as he stood up, causing the chair he was sitting to fling back. But there was no one. However, a gentle breeze blew past and he heard a faint voice. He dropped to his knees and mewled.

‘ Sho…’

Hey, wherever you are
I can hear your voice
until my wish is heard, until it comes true,
I’ll keep screaming
I love you

Goodbye, Satoshi…I love you…

I loved the song too much.. And yeah I know this is lame XD

Ken Hirai -- Aishiteru

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