Our New Bond... series
Dec. 30th, 2010 08:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nhbsakakudeb>Title: His Insecurities (6/?)
Pairings: Yama ( Sakurai Sho/Ohno Satoshi )
Rating: PG
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Angst, fluff, romance, drama
Warning: OOC?
Summary: Ohno can’t help but feel like Sho was hiding something from him… …
A/N: OMG I am soooo sorry for not replying to all the comments for the last 2 chapters!! I've been wanting too but I totally forgot about it *Smacks forehead*
Please continue commenting so I will have the mood to continue on with this series!! :D
Chapter 01 | Chapter 02 | Chapter 03 | Chapter 04 | Chapter 05
“Your phone is ringing again.”
Ohno pointed out quietly after the soft message tone of Sho’s cell phone breaking the silence in their green room, not lifting his eyes from his sketchbook. Sho, who was absorbed in his newspaper reading at the table, looked up and reached out for his phone in front of him. Flipping it open, he read it and a smile broke out on his face. He chuckled as his fingers rapidly moved around the keypads.
Even though Ohno who was sitting on the sofa didn’t even spare a glance at his boyfriend when he talked to him earlier, he can’t help but felt a naggy feeling tugging at his heart. Slowly, he slides his eyes up to monitor Sho’s movements. After a few minutes, Sho flipped close his phone and placed it on the table again. While doing so, he felt Ohno’s eyes on him and he turned to face the man.
“Something’s wrong, Satoshi?”
Ohno continued to stare at him. After a while he pursed his lips and drop his gaze back to his sketchbook, once again resumed his sketching. Sho cocked his head to one side but merely dismissed the older man’s behavior. Picking up his newspaper once again, he too continued what he was doing beforehand.
“Who was it from?” came the soft voice, not more than five minutes after that and it cut through Sho’s concentration like a sharp knife. Placing the newspaper down, he focused his attention on his boyfriend. Ohno may looked calm and seems like he’s not bothered by anything at all but after being together for 11 years, the arashi members could tell when their leader is feeling agitated or if he’s uncomfortable about something. It’s the subtle thing he did like biting his bottom lips or the way his eyes shifted from side to side not meeting anyone’s eyes.
“It’s from Seika-san,” Sho replied carefully, unsure of what was Ohno trying to say. At the mention of her name, Sho caught a flash of displeasure on Ohno’s face before it quickly disappeared and the latter’s face returned to his normal blank expression.
Ohno leaned back and tilted his head to the right slightly, still not meeting his eyes. He took the sketchbook to place it on his lap and flipped through the pages. Sho waited patiently for his reply, observing the way his boyfriend flipped the pages jerkily. It looks like the dark-skinned man wanted to say something but not sure on how to start. Finally Ohno stopped flipping and lifted the sketchbook high till his lips, as though wanting to hide his face. He glanced at Sho before shifting his eyes once again to his sketchbook.
“You have been messaging her quite a lot recently,” Ohno muttered. Sho blinked and drew back to rest against the back of his chair. ‘Have I?’ Sho mused as he thought about it.
He had gone back to the restaurant a week ago and managed to exchange numbers with Seika. It’s not as if he had any other ulterior motives other than to catch up with his friend whom he hasn’t seen for years. After that, Seika would send messages to him, sometimes to talk about her work or reminisced their high school days.
“Well we haven’t seen each other for years,” Sho explained shrugging his shoulders. “There are tons to talk about.”
At the answer, Ohno frowned and this time it stays. Sho smirked as he watched Ohno pouted, his eyes fixed on his sketchbook even though he wasn’t really looking at it. ‘It’s so Satoshi not to voice out his displeasure and keep it all in.’ Sho thought, chuckling to himself.
Realizing he needs to appease his jealous boyfriend, Sho stood up and walked over to him. Noticing Ohno’s refusal to look up at him approaching, Sho sighed. ‘Stubborn old man.’
He sat beside the stiff man and moved to take the sketchbook from the latter’s hands. While doing so, he stared into Ohno’s eyes, who by then had no choice but to look back at their close proximity.
“There is nothing between us,” Sho assured seriously as he placed the book on the coffee table in front of them, not breaking his gaze even once. “She is just a friend. There’s nothing you need to worry about.”
Ohno remained quiet before he tore his gaze away and crossed his arms defiantly across his chest. “I’m not worried about anything,” he denied adamantly, blushing faintly. Sho raised his eyebrows as the heavy atmosphere lightened and he slung his arms around the smaller man’s rigid shoulders.
“Then why are you turning red, Satoshi?” he drawled huskily, moving nearer. However, before Ohno could reply, the door bang opened and Nino rushed in.
“OH-CHAN!!”
Both of them sprang apart, Sho being the first to move away. It’s not that he was embarrassed about their relationship nor does he think the rest of the arashi members are close-minded. It’s just that he wasn’t comfortable being affectionate with Ohno in front of his members. Unbeknownst to him, Ohno who was abruptly pushed away, let out a hurt expression for a split second.
Nino who won’t let anything went past him when it’s regarding Ohno, saw the hurt flitted on Ohno’s face and he held back a hiss. Stomping over to Ohno’s right side, opposite of where Sho was sitting, he dumped himself on the sofa and snaked his arms around Ohno’s and pulled him towards him. Ohno merely let himself being pulled like a ragdoll, figuring it will be futile resisting Nino when he was in his demanding mood. Sho who was already used to Nino wanting to be spoilt sighed and stood up to walk back towards the table.
Aiba walked in a few minutes later, brightening the room with his addictive smile and Jun was right behind him smiling faintly. Without speaking a word, Aiba made his way to where Sho was sitting and sat at the chair opposite of him, immediately recounting to the newscaster about his accident with the cleaning lady. Jun on the other hand, sat at the
'The recording should be starting soon,’ Sho thought to himself as he arranged his newspapers and placed it at the side. Looking back at Aiba, he listened to the story half-heartedly.
“.. and then she grabbed my hands and went like how she’s a big fan of arashi. She even placed my hands on her BOOBS!” Aiba cried, wincing at the memory. Sho nodded politely and looked sideways at the Ohmiya pair. The two men were obviously lost in their own world on the sofa.
Nino now had released his hold on Ohno’s arms and instead had wrapped his left arm around the latter’s shoulders. The hand was placed at the side of Ohno’s head, his fingers massaging it gently, bringing a soft sigh from Ohno. Nino’s right hand which was holding onto Ohno’s right one, was on his lap. Both of them were speaking softly, too soft for anyone to hear except them.
Sometimes it irked Sho how both of them can be so close to each other. Only Nino could bring out that soft, serene smile on Ohno’s face. There were times when Sho just had to wonder whether both of them have at least some feelings for one another. But the thought was immediately squashed because he knew no matter how devilish, cunning and snarky Nino are, the man would never betray his friends.
“Sho-chan are you listening to me?!”
Aiba’s loud whine jerked him out of his musings and he looked at the tall man apologetically. Jun rolled his eyes. “Seriously, Masaki, no one wants to know how you escaped from the big bad old cleaning lady,” he said sarcastically.
Aiba pouted as Sho and Jun burst into laughters. The vibration of Sho’s cell phone on the table interrupted them. Upon hearing the familiar tune, Ohno looked up from where he was sitting. Sho made a grab for it but before he could take it, Aiba swiped it away from his reach.
“MASAKI!” Sho shouted and stood up from his seat. Aiba took flipped it open and read the message cheekily. However his eyes widened when he saw the sender’s name and he looked up to stare at Sho, mouth hanging open. By then Sho had already reached him and he snatched his phone away.
“Hey Sho-chan, is this Seika referring to THAT Seika?” Aiba asked slowly. Jun perked up when he heard the name and looked at the said man. Sho kept mum before he sighed and nodded.
“Seika? Who’s Seika?” Nino called out but his question was ignored.
“Eh? How did you manage to contact her?” Jun asked curiously. Sho went back to his seat as he read the message text. “Hmm? Oh! Satoshi and I ran into her few weeks ago,” Sho replied absent-mindedly.
Aiba and Jun shared a knowing glance as realization dawned upon them. “Ohhh! You mean the woman we saw on that day when we---ummph!!”
“Huh?” Sho looked back to see Aiba rubbing his face, a sofa cushion lying beside his feet. He turned to see Nino standing, an irritated expression on his face, while Ohno had a bewildered look. “When you what?” Sho asked suspiciously.
Aiba shook his head rapidly, feeling the glares as well as promises of death from the two sadists on Arashi. Jun glared at Aiba longer before facing Sho and waved his right hand carelessly. “Nothing,” he said. “So you saw her again huh?”
“Yeah…” Sho answered suspiciously. Nino placed his hands on his hips and snarled.
“Hey, can someone tell me what are you guys babbling about? And despite being quiet, I bet Oh-chan here wants to know too, judging from that clueless expression he has on his face.” Nino added while pointing to the dazed man.
“Eh? You mean Sho-chan didn’t tell you who she is?” Aiba asked confused. Jun felt something was not quite right and he stared at Sho. Sho looked nervous and Jun realized what Aiba had said was true. But why?
“Sho-kun?” Ohno implored softly. Nino furrowed his eyebrows and took a step towards Sho. Ohno always managed to look like a kicked puppy all the time and they knew very well how much impact the puppy eyes had on them. Sho rubbed the back of his neck uncomfortably as he watched Nino drew nearer.
“It’s not like I didn’t want to say anything,” he began warily. “But I don’t know where to begin and it’s kind of personal?”
“Even with Ohno?” Jun interjected gently. At that Sho was at a loss for words. Seeing the struggle he was going through, the youngest member sighed and stood up. “It’s up to you Sho-kun. We’re not going to butt in your relationship,” he said firmly.
“What? You mean after you started it, you’re just gonna go with it’s your business crap?” Nino snapped staring incredulously at Jun. Jun glared back. “Yes Kazu. And I believe we’re late for our recording.”
Ohno who had kept his mouth shut throughout the whole ordeal stood up and walked towards his boyfriend. Tapping his shoulder once he’s at his side, Ohno gave him a warm reassuring smile. Nino muttered something under his breath before leaving the room followed closely by Aiba and Jun.
Once alone, Sho looked at Ohno, ready to apologize but Ohno shrugged carelessly. “You’ll tell me once you’re ready.”
Instead of feeling at ease, Sho felt even more guilty. He didn’t know why was it so hard for him to tell his leader. Leaning down slightly, he gave a peck on the shorter man’s cheek.
“Thank you Satoshi.”
~*
“Seika who are you messaging to? A new boyfriend?”
Seika looked up from her bed where she was sprawling on, to the woman at the door. She sighed and got up. “It’s none of your business,” she muttered darkly. Flipping her hair aside, she glowered at the unmoving figure.
“Can’t I know what you have been up to recently?” the woman replied cheerfully. She ventured into the room and sat beside Seika who rolled her eyes. Seika turned to look at her. “Well, if you want to know big sis, I ran into someone few weeks back,” she began cheekily and added. “And I think you will be pretty happy to know who was it.”
“Oh?”
“Uh huh… A guy you missed,” Seika said while observing her sister’s reactions. Aiko looked back curiously. Seika giggled and pointed to the poster in her room. Aiko followed the direction of the finger and her eyes widened in shock. Spinning back to look at Seika’s face, Aiko noticed the maniacal gleam in her eyes.
“Seika-chan… You met Sakurai-san?” Aiko asked carefully, a tinge of fear in her voice.
“Yupp!! He was with the other guy from Arashi, Ohno-san,” was the happy answer she received. Seika flumped back on her bed and stared at her cell phone dreamily.
“He was so cool and handsome! I want to see him again!”
Aiko merely stared at her sister fawning over the messages she assumed were from Sakurai. She looked down at the fists she made on her lap and closed her eyes. Indeed what her younger sister had said was true. She really missed him. Sakurai was the first boy she had fell in love with but complications had arose and they went on their separate ways. But she still loves him with all her heart.
Looking back at her sibling, Aiko pursed her lips and made a decision. She will meet up with Sakurai before Seika could.
‘I won’t let you get in between us again.’
To Be Continue…
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Date: 2010-12-30 01:00 pm (UTC)Oh-chan should just stamp his foot and be selfish for once - I'm sure Sho would be happy if he saw his boyfriend so demanding :D
Please keep wiritng because it's very interesting (and Yama!)
Thanks!
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Date: 2010-12-30 01:14 pm (UTC)i want to know~~~
i hope sho will explain everything to oh-chan soon because i think he is jeleous even though he didn't show it...
i hope everything will turn out okay between them.....
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Date: 2011-01-02 11:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-30 01:17 pm (UTC)who's seika? who's aiko?
and i can't wait to see more scene of my favourite OTP XD
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Date: 2011-01-02 11:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-30 06:31 pm (UTC)Omg this is SOo cute! ohno's jealousy! yay, finally we know that he feels
something for Sho!
Sho's "stubborn old man" was so HAHAHA~!
and omg the ending! i'm actually really excited for the complications!
thanks!
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Date: 2011-01-02 11:51 am (UTC)tahnx for reading!
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Date: 2010-12-30 06:59 pm (UTC)I just want to say one thing...
If you ever *I did mean it* Ever EVER HURT MY Ohchn you surely gonna pay for it...
Hear that Sho... *standing beside Nino*
And you gonna deal with me and Nino...
Capice...??
So becareful...
And I don't know why but I hate that Seika girl... And her sis too... *pout*
Thank you for the update.... ^-^V
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Date: 2011-01-02 11:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-31 01:50 am (UTC)Sho be careful of her,, and Ohno keep Sho far from her !!
can't wait for next chapter xD
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Date: 2011-01-02 11:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-31 02:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-02 11:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-31 09:46 am (UTC)why can't he tell him?
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Date: 2011-01-02 11:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-01 02:33 pm (UTC)can't wait for next chapter >_<
thanks for the yama! <3
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Date: 2011-01-02 11:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-07 09:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-10 01:45 pm (UTC)cant wait to see what happens next
thank you so much for sharing